Well, mom just left to go to the airport to head home. I am already missing her. The visit was really nice. I love my mom. She is the greatest. I do wish that she and my brother lived closer than 6+ hour drive away. Yeah, I know its an hour flight, but that costs a bunch and money is well, money is what it is. Anyhow, I know my mom doesn’t read my blog, but just in case she decides to…. Thanks for the visit, MOM. We love you.
Got the results of my cat scan. I have 3 gall stones of various sizes, which are doing much of nothing. So, since they aren’t causing any problems, don’t worry about them until/unless they do. OK. I have 1 kidney stone, a little tiny 1mm (yes, 1 millimeter) kidney stone, which should eventually pass on its own. Chris, my PA, offered to set up a kidney specialist appointment for me to see if they would recommend anything, I said nah, so I get pain every now and then, no biggie. Certainly isn’t worth a copay to find out there is nothing to be done.
Wife’s car is in the shop, she is gonna take mine to go to work (if she goes in today, so far she has been working from home), which leaves me car-less. Wouldn’t normally be a big deal, but today I have Physical Therapy at 3. I should call and cancel. But there is a small chance that her car will be fixed before then. All that is wrong with it is the passenger side rear tire has a slow leak. Not rocket science.
I’ve been having nightmares lately, I rarely have nightmares. Not scary ones, but highly disturbing ones. I think the pain is causing them… or maybe the flexeril I am taking to keep the muscles from freaking out. Anyhow, disturbing is the correct word, I wake up thinking the most obscure thoughts and have trouble falling back asleep. I will be happy when my back is “fixed” and I don’t have to take meds or deal with pain anymore. Ha Ha Ha, a boy can dream, right?
I still haven’t been able to win a game of Mutant Football League (except the first when the other team had to forfeit for too many dead players). I have scored in every game, but my defense sucks and whichever team I am playing against scores many more points. It’s not getting frustrating yet, I am learning, I am getting better.
I am already back to CIV 4 Warlords. Yeah, I didn’t get burned out for very long. Still trying to beat the game in conquest mode. I can get to 8 or 9 enemies defeated, but the last 1 or 2 are just annoyingly impossible. UGH. I don’t want to resort to NUKES, but that might be the only way.
I tried to play Skyrim some last night, but still suffering from Skyrim burnout. So, I won’t be playing that for a while. It’s ok, I will get back into it sooner or later. I have no worries about that. In the mean time I have MFL and Civ4 Warlords to keep me busy.
It wouldn’t be a Hectic.blog post if I didn’t mention my back. I have found the times to take my flexeril which keep my back from hurting the most. Yeah, the morning one knocks me back out for an hour or two, but for no pain its very worth it. And the evening one just helps me fall asleep and lets me sleep thru the night. I haven’t touched a pain pill in several days. Woo Hoo.
I still haven’t written a letter to my old doctor letting her know that I am seeing a new medical provider. I really should do that. I got labs coming up in October and I don’t want to be called by her office when I am getting them done somewhere else. Besides she did right by me, she is the one who discovered my leukemia. However, it was definitely time to move on.
Teresa has this dream of putting heated floors throughout the living area. I thought she was just talking about it, dreaming. Nope, she is saving money specifically for that and wanting me to save my disability money too for the cause. Personally, I think we need a new washer and dryer first, but since I don’t do the laundry and I do walk on the floors, my vote only 1/2 counts. So, some time in the nearish future, we will have heated floors and no carpet. I can live with that.
I think I have given up bipolar chats. It’s always the same stuff every time I log in. Same trolls, same whiners, same oblivious people. It’s not that I am any better than these people, it’s just that I am tired of it, and have been for a while. So, I don’t think I will be going back anytime soon.
Now, leukemia chat is a different story. As long as they don’t start talking about how successful they are even though they have/had leukemia. I am good. I just always seem to forget it’s Thursday and miss the chats. Really bad about that. I know today is Thursday, but by this evening, I will probably forget AGAIN.
I took my morning flexeril a little late so I wouldn’t be so sleepy when my mom was getting ready to leave, you know, so I could spend a little extra time with her. Anyhow, the sleepiness is hitting me now. So, I am gonna split. You all have a great day (whichever day you end up reading this).