No reason, just better mood

Mood is a little bit up for no reason that I can think of.   Not jumping around having a party, but not on the verge of tears and pondering what’s next either.  Feeling pretty good if you ask me.  Just don’t ask me about the future and I think I’ll be good today.

Speaking of the future, on Monday I meet with a new Therapist, is she in for a lot that she isn’t expecting.  I’m gonna try to be a man and not ball in front of her. But since I will be paying her for an hour to listen to me, there is a good chance that I will ball.

She will be the first person I have spoken to about all this face to face.  And she doesn’t know me from any stranger who walks in off the street.  This should be fun.

I had zero therapy while I was at Mayo.  If I had some, I would be making an appointment to see them on next Friday.  I had asked for monthly therapy and got ZERO therapy.   Works for me, I guess.

I cancelled WoW again last night, yeah, I just bought the expansion and paid for a month, but it’s the same old same old and I don’t want the same old.  Nope, hoping for something new, getting more of the same thing regurgitated to appease the mass audience.  To those having fun, knock yourselves out, have fun.  It’s just not for me.  The whole MMORPG genre seems to be not for me right now.

Fatigue is horrible.   Monday I have to be at therapy at 1:30.  I hope I am awake for it.  Beyond that, I haven’t made any other appointments,  Cuz of fatigue and shuffing.  Finally finished shuffing on the top of my head.   Heh, hair is growing back finally.  Not a  lot yet, But you can see and feel it.

I can’t wait for October 2nd to finally get here.  I should’ve said September 18th, but then we wouldn’t have Devin.  And Devin is a good kid.  I look forward to playing with all 5 of my players.  Should be a good group.  Yup.  Somehow, a group of 5 gives a lot of melee, a goodly amount of spellcasting, some serious healing, if I Hadn’t seen the group built, I doubt I would believe it could cover so much with only 5 people.  It’ll be cool.

I got Teresa’s blessing to go to Thanksgivingfest if Dr. Alkhateeb gives his approval.  Hell, I am probably dying, what’s running off to Indianapolis for a weekend gonna do to change that?

By then, I will be off all the prednisone, and should be off all the immuno-suppressants.   Should just be living as me (with German parts).  Dr. A might say it’s too close to when I come off everything.

I got a lot of questions for Dr. A this time.  Will see him on Friday the 14th.  Every 2 weeks for the foreseeable future.  Every 2 weeks to say, “We don’t see anything yet.” Bah, he has quite the racket set up.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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