Hoping for a Miracle

I was supposed to go to see my regular doctor (Chris the PA) today cuz of symptoms I am having but no fevers.  I would have went if the city hadn’t decided to chew up our road and put blocks in front of our driveway.  Anyhow, I don’t need a doctor anyway.  What I need now is a miracle.


We go to Mayo again on Thursday.  Hopefully something will happen this time.  I am getting real tired of going all the way up there only to have him come up with some other reason we can’t take some step…any step.

Dr.Alkhateeb has spoken of giving me a different chemo, one that is given by IV (I don’t know the significance of that) but he said it can be started while I am still on anti-everything meds.

I just feel like we are achieving nothing, and time is ticking away.  The longer we go, the higher the chance that we will be too late.  Too late meaning I will have chemo-resistant AML and be on the quick shot to dead.

The really sad part of all this is even if he pulls off the miracle, I will only have like 5 years of life left.  So, the miracle cure, really isn’t much of a cure.

The gods have chosen to frown upon me this time around.  I am a firm believer in Karma and Reincarnation.  Either I am paying off someone else’s BIG Karmic debt from a past life, or in a future life of mine, I will be a fricking rock star.

That paragraph there might be the only time I mention religion here, I would apologize if I offended any of my readers, but nope, not sorry this time.  Open your eyes and see what there is to be seen in the world.  I promise not to bash your beliefs if you don’t bash mine.  DEAL?

D&D Game starts next week.  FINALLY.  Tonight, we are testing mumble to make sure everyone can connect.  Then next week,  we will finally get to get started.  I am so looking forward to this.  It’s been a long time.

I’m kicking around the idea of making them level 3.   Level 1s are really squishy.  And at level 3, all classes have chosen their specialty.   but right now, like I said, I am just kicking around the idea.   The first adventure I have planned can be done by up to level 5s I think.  It’s all good, whatever I choose to do.  They’ll have fun and that is the goal.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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