Appointment time blows Teresas car DnD and depression

Received the appointment for the bone marrow biopsy that I wanted in December, isn’t happening in January either, they have scheduled it for 8am on February 6th, which is a Wednesday.  Oh well, at least eventually it will be done.  Teresa wants to move it to like 2:30pm so we can leave right after while I am still doped up and not in pain.  I agree, it makes sense.  Lets get the doctors visits done and out of the way.  Then have the biopsy last.  Teresa said she would call and fix this.  They also put the blood draw at 7:20am, which means we would have to leave at 3 to get there on time.  UGH.  Need some fixing, that’s what that schedule needs.

Teresa’s car only makes godawful noise if you are going less than 25mph (in town) when you get up to speed it is silent.  I have no clue what she plans to do with it now.  Personally I would get it fixed to not makes noise period, but it’s her car so she gets to choose what to do.

Danny was trying to tell me how to run a theater of the mind game last night.  He’s like draw little maps and stuff and upload them to Facebook.  I am all no, its supposed to be in your head dude.  Danny hasn’t plaid totm games in a long time.  This should be good for him.

Speaking of Danny, tonight is his Thursday Night game on roll20.  My mood has improved a bit so hopefully I will be fully checked in when it comes time to play.  Indiza wants to fly.  It’s gonna be fun tracking these yuan-ti.  And then possibly fighting them.  I hope we work together as a team, cuz right now it seems like we are 3 teams and that will get us killed.

I’m looking forward to play Yadd on Friday night.  Same basic campaign as Thursday night, just further into it.  I’ll play dumb on Thursday nights when we catch up to where I am starting on Friday.  It’s all good.  I just want to play.  And getting to play Yadd should be fun.  That is if I can stay awake for it.

Yes, I am still tired from Monday and I haven’t made up the sleep, so staying up real late on Friday night is going to be hard.  I think I can do it, but it might be me snoring into the microphone.  LOL.

Stay up Friday night, sleep all Saturday, get up early on Sunday.  Yup, gotta be ready to DM at 11am.  What was I thinking?  Oh well, whats done is done and I will be online Sunday at 11am.  I am working on a series of encounters which will start this off right.  The party is level 10, so its a little more difficult to plan than level 5.  There are more monsters for level 5 to fight then for level 10.  How its always been for D&D.

Monday I have off.  I have no clue what I am gonna do with my day off.  Right now, I have Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday off.  After the new year, Wednesday will be gone with Cori’s game.  Leaving just Monday and Saturday.  Saturday is good cuz it gives me time to finalize Sundays game plan, and Monday is the same for Tuesday.  Yeah, whatever my gaming schedule is, its all good as of now.

I had to switch the time that the 10th level group (Sunday) started in the Hole.  I was gonna make it the same time as the 6th level group (Tuesday), but with the way the 6th level are climbing there might be some overlap, and I didn’t want that.  So, I think I fixed it.  We’ll see.  I should have started the 10th level in Victory/Bliss, but it’s too later now.

Gonna talk a little about being depressed. I fight this.  I really fight this.  I try really hard to not succumb to the dark feelings, the doom and gloom.  I only have to make it to March and I should be ok.  So this depression (SAD) hits me just about every year.  It sucks the life out of me for about half the year.  I am a dud during this time.  Thankfully this year it didn’t start til the end of November.  So, when you ask me how I’m doing, I will normally answer ok, but inside I am really just getting by.  That’s what I do during this seasonal crap, I just get by.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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