Written while waiting

I sit here waiting to find out if I am gonna get into a Thursday night D&D game.   I replied to an open game on reddit.  I know nothing about the game other than its a new DM, on Thursday nights, and running from 4pm to 10pm Mountain Time.  (5pm to 11pm for me).  New DM wants 6 hours for his sessions, impressive or naïve.  But I sent him a Private Message with some info on me including I had a lot of experience with 5e and running 5e online.   I even offered to answer questions and help in any way.  He responded with the question I hate the most when still getting to know about a game, “What character would you want to play?”  My response to that was “What level are we starting at?  What alignment is the Party?  And what classes are already in the Party?” but not to be poopy and not answer his question I said then Fighter-type, Paladin is my go to, but I like wizards too.  Well I do.  So now I wait to hear back from him again, it’s been over an hour though, so either I insulted him or questioned to hard or something.  But I’ll wait for a while longer.  Not like I have anything else going on.


Chilling Adventures of Sabrina continues to entertain Teresa and I.  We will probably knock of the rest of the season tonight.  It’s a really good show.  Netflix never ceases to amaze me with the quality of show they are able to produce.  I have yet to dislike anything Netflix has came out with that Teresa has introduced me to.  Yeah, that is kinda weird, I am ultra picky about what I watch on TV, so mostly Teresa pre-screens stuff for me.  She didn’t pre-screen Sabrina, we just sat down and started watching it and were hooked.  Good TV.


I took Ambien again last night, and I have intentions of taking it tonight and for a few nights at least.  I go thru cycles of insomnia.  I am going thru one now.  Ambien lets me sleep 9-11 hours a night.  Much better than a half hour every few hours.   I am supposed to be taking Restoril, but we couldn’t find the bottle.  I like Ambien better anyway, no hangover.  My only concern is the possibility of running out of Ambien, I do not have a doctor who will write the script for me I don’t think.  I think I would have to go back into therapy and go back seeing my shrink.  I don’t want to be in therapy anymore and I don’t think I need a shrink.  So I hope I have enough Ambien to get me through this insomnia swing, I will worry about the next one when it happens.


My cough seems better today.  Yesterday was really bad.  Today I can live with it.  I hate that my asthma came back.  I went almost 30 years without an issue.  Then wham welcome back asthma, you suck.  I never imagined at age 48 I would be sucking on an inhaler like I did when I was 18.  This is on top of every other health issue I have going on.  Just sucks.


I should be reading in the Call of Cthulhu Keepers Manual, but I just don’t feel it right now.  I go thru cycles of wanting to read and not wanting to read.  I am hoping that I am not starting a not wanting to read cycle.  That would suck with all the new RPG books I got.  I got a lot of reading ahead of me.   A lot.


Maybe Call of Cthulhu is just heavy reading and I should read something fluffy like Tachyon Squadron.  It looks like a lite fluffy rpg.  I could probably knock the whole book out in 2 or 3 days (which is fast for me).


Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 49 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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