Teresa actually recorded my snoring

I feel a lot better today (again) but still got the wet nasty cough just not as much of it.  So I am not completely well.   But that is ok, I have till Wednesday to get better so I don’t have to tell Dr. Alkhateeb how I got sick.  Not that he would say much, it’s the look he gives that I don’t want to see.  The look of shocked disappointment.  He is a very large man and when he locks that look on you, you feel his disappointment deep in the core.  I would just as soon get to say, I got the flu, I am over the flu and get on with my life.

18 days till Spring and snow on Thursday, Friday and Saturday expected.  No 40 degree weather in sight.  It’s going to be brutal at the beginning of this Spring I am guessing.  Maybe yet another polar vortex, oh wait we are already getting that tomorrow.  Seriously, someone take Mother Nature off of cruise control and remind her that her job is to usher in the new seasons.  Winter was nice, now it’s time for it to GO AWAY.  I don’t think it would be that hard for her to understand.

Teresa recorded my snoring last night.  OMG, do I snore loudly.  When I weighed 180ish, I didn’t snore at all.  Now that I am back to 200, I SNORE.  That is I SNORE when I sleep, I was up probably 10 times last night.  It’s rough not getting a good nights sleep.  I may actually go back to using my CPAP, which I don’t really want to do.  My head is too big for the medium mask and too small for the large.  Both are uncomfortable.  I think I need to talk to the experts again and see what they have to say, maybe they have a suggestion.  The experts are the sales people at Mayo Clinic, they really know their stuff.

The stressor causing me to sleep so weird.  Still not my story to share.  But I am so very upset about it that it is affecting most every part of my life.  I try to shut it out of my head, but that effort is to no avail. So I am hoping that it gets to the point where my mind just accepts that I am not going to know anything till the 20th at the earliest so I shouldn’t worry about it.  But right now, I am worrying about it.

I tried something on my website that didn’t work.  So I cranked back up the video from that lesson from the class.  I still am not sure I did it right or wrong, so today, when I get up to it, I will look it up online and see if I can fix it.  The first page is just stand in logo and a bunch of text.   You’d think it would be easy.  And in reality it is.  I just wanted to make it a little fancier, teach me to try new things.  But hey, if you don’t try you’ll never get ahead.

I saw some prototypes for my logo.  I liked them, but somewhere in conversation, Jon and thereby the artist, forgot the name of the company.  So they came with the wrong company name.  Kind of humorous actually.  But I pointed it out to Jon, and Jon is going to point it to the artist and the company name will be fixed.   I don’t think I am asking for much, I just want my company name showing in my logo.  I just want people to be able to see the logo and know what company it is.  I’m not asking too much.

Square is probably out as my credit card company.  MerchantFocus will probably be the company I go with.  They come automatically with my website host account.  I just have to say I want it.  They cost 10 dollars a month, which I get from 1 customer.  So its all good.  MerchantFocus is used to dealing with companies that don’t necessarily have a storefront, so it should be easier to get set up with them.  Won’t get set up with them till the site is just about ready to roll.  Don’t want to pay for it if no one can use it.

I wanted to reschedule Mayo on Wednesday but Teresa pointed out that the weather isn’t going to get better for a while.  And the sooner we do the appointment, the sooner the stem cell transfusions will be started and the sooner they will be over.  And the sooner its over the sooner I can get back on with my life.  I might just be able to hit GenCon this year if we get all the transfusions and acute graph vs host disease recovery taken care of.

Gah, I hope I don’t get another or a different chronic graph vs host disease issue.  It’s a definite possibility.  All the issues that could have happened the first time, might just happen this time.  And we are going to do it over and over a few times.  I am not scared about it, just a little concerned.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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