Anxiety and things more pleasant

Up at 4am, went back to “sleep” and finally gave up and woke up at 6am.  This is probably school anxiety now that I think about it.  Timing is right, for Stem Cell Implant anxiety causing sleep issues moving right into school anxiety issues in general followed by 5 weeks till school starts anxiety issues.  Anxiety has always messed with my sleep, I know this, it’s nothing new.  I take 2mg clonazepam every night to try to deal with the anxiety and that might not be enough.  I know people on a lot more to deal with their anxiety, wow do I need to see the shrink.  Less than 1 month to go.

It’s supposed to storm all day today, so I am not going to see Chris about my knee.  Relations between the 2 things is sketchy, but leave it as I don’t want to get wet so I am not going anywhere today.  My knee will just hurt another day or two, and it’s not like he is going to have a mega-cure.  So as long as I can deal with the pain and not do stupid things with my knee, I’ll be fine.  I walked 1/2 hour on it last night and it didn’t hurt anymore than it does laying around.  It’s just bending it that hurts.

Mojo has started giving me high 5s.  Previously, he’d only give them to Teresa.  It’s the cutest thing you can imagine.  You put your hand on to get the high 5, then you say “Mojo, high 5” and he runs over and smacks your hand with his front paws.  Well, Teresa got him doing it about a year ago.  He finally did it for me a day or so ago.

Pucky’s annoying is his roll over trick, he will only do it if you have the treats out.  But get those treats out and he does his roll over trick 100% of the time.  Sometimes it’s sloppy and he is all over the place, but most of the time he is concise and rolls over in tight order.

I love my dogs.  I think they both are considered elderly, but they sure don’t act like old dogs.  They run and play and Mojo barks at everything.  We did good when we decided to get chihuahuas, they are the perfect dogs for us.

I took a real hard look at my schedule for summer session coming up.  It’s going to be real tough and a lot of work.  English 105 Composition I in 5 weeks is gonna be scary tough.  The other 2 classes, BUS 112 Business Math and PHI 101 Intro to Philosophy don’t scare me as much.  But with the English class in mind, I decided that I am not doing Danny’s campaign.  Don’t want to start what I won’t be able to play thru for at least 5 weeks.  Not fair to Danny, not fair to the other players.  So Cracked isn’t going to see the light of day.

Aravas had 3 more sessions if we can get everyone together for them.  Then it’s going on a 10 week hiatus, much to my player’s dismay.  But school has to come first.

Found out that I won’t need a parking pass until Fall semester.  No parking pass is needed for after hours parking and my summer classes are just that.  So, it’s all good there, I got plenty of time to get my parking pass problems straightened out.

My ID should be here in less than 2 weeks then hopefully I can go get my books for summer.  EXPENSIVE, they say put aside 300 dollars to buy books a semester, HA.  My math book alone is 258.50.  English and philosophy haven’t announced their books yet.  Got to love summer, things get put off to the last minute.

As I mentioned earlier, I think anxiety is running really high and without a shrink right now, there isn’t anything to be done.  So I will just kick back and try to enjoy the ride.  I’m just hoping that Mania doesn’t come too.  Cuz that would suck.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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