Don’t stop me now

Hey, I slept in till 5:15am today, much better than 4:30.  Yeah, my sleep is still messed up.  I really wish this sleep problem would cycle away.  I have done this before (well, close to this anyway), and it was just s few weeks long.  I have no clue how long I have been waking up ridiculously early, but it seems like a month or more (it’s only been a couple weeks).  Last night I was asleep by 11:00pm, got up at 5:15am, so I got 6 hours and 15 minutes of sleep last night, I guess that is not too bad.  Much better than the 3 1/2 hours I got the night before.   At least I sleep some at night, and I have the option to nap during the day.


Still in a great mood.  With the exception of sleep issues, everything is going good in my life.  I’m going to visit my Mom and Brother for a weekend in a week and a half.   My brother’s summer party is that weekend, so I get to eat really good food and get to see some of my friends too.

I’m eating and drinking like a normal person.  My blood stats are all in the non-cancer normal person range.  I am healthy except for the damn cough, which goes away if I am up and moving around a lot.  Everything is working as intended.  I feel good.


Looking forward to first meeting with my new psychiatrist, Dr. Eastin.  He looks young in his picture.  That’s not a big deal.  As long as he will prescribe my meds the way I want, it’ll all be good.  I just need him to write the scripts and send me on my way.  First visit will be for an hour though, they always are.  One hour so the shrink can get and idea of what he is dealing with.  Teresa has volunteered to go with me for the first visit.  With my memory issues (or lack of memory), Teresa is great at filling in the blank spots.  Anyway, we will meet this Dr. Eastin on July 2nd at 11am.  Should be a good visit.


Teresa went and saw Alladin  last night.  I chose not to go. We were going to see Dark Phoenix, but ALL the reviews say it sucks.  So I might just wait for Red Box or Cable for that one.  Anyhow, the new theater that opened up down the street from us is really cool.  Not only does it have the world’s largest IMAX, it also has a gourmet restaurant, and in the non-IMAX screens they have a wait staff to deliver your food and take your orders. Not only do they serve burgers and such, but they have gourmet meals, duck and other weird things.  And it is only 9 miles from our house.


I do my Publisher’s Clearing House stuff every day but never win.  I supposed that is how it is for 99.9% of the people who do it. Right now the grand prize is 25,000 dollars a month for life.  That would be sweet to win, but I am not going to win it.  Not even going to get excited about it.  But I will do all my entries every day.  I have been doing them every day I have been able to since 2004.  LOL, dedication to losing.


I’m still not ready to get back into Dungeons and Dragons yet.  I am not quite sure as to what is holding me back, but some day, hopefully soon, my mind will change and I will get into Dungeons and Dragons again.  I miss my friends; I miss chatting with them.  I should be working on a huge campaign while I am not playing, but I am just not in the mood to crack open a bunch of books.  Like I said, I hope this changes soon.


SKYRIM:  I’m definitely getting bored with it again.  It was good while it lasted a second time around.  But I NEED something else now.  However, my search, aided by Teresa has turned up nothing so far.  No PC games, No Xbox games, No PS4 games.  No games that even look interesting to me.  I guess I will peruse Steam next and see if they have anything.  I need a game now, not in 5 or 6 months.  Yeah, I found a couple games that looked interesting that will be released in November, which is at least something to look forward too.

I started new Orc Warrior, she wields a Battle Axe.  She just killed Alduin at level 13.  Now I don’t know what I want to do with her.  I killed the big bad and then my mind just shut down on what t do next.  So she might go on hiatus.

I still have my level 48 Warhammer wielding Orc Warrior.  She has done almost everything except collect all the shouts.  She even killed Harkon the Vampire Lord at level 46, that was fun.  Then I ran into the same problem, what do I do with her now?

Which is where my level 51 Khajiit is.  And my level 33 High Elf Summoner.

See, I am just getting bored.


Dear, sweet Sheila at Mayo made a schedule for July 12th.  It started at 7:30 in the morning and didn’t end till after 3pm.  Making for a really long day.   Homey don’t play that anymore.

I wrote her back asking her to change things a little.  Now we don’t have to be there till 11am and still have to be there till 3pm.  But that is MUCH BETTER.  MUCH MUCH BETTER.  Instead of getting up at 3 to be there by 7:30, we get up at 6:30 to be there by 11.  Yeah, it’s all good now.

The visit on July 12th includes round 2 of baby shots.  Every other month for 8 months.  And I will NEVER get the Measles, Mumps, and Rubella shot because they won’t give me a live vaccine.  They don’t want to kill me with my “weakened” immune system.  So, no MMR and no one other.  But I am getting the new shingles vaccine which is 90% effective.  It’s all good.  Hurts like Hell in both arms when she is done, but it’s worth it.  I can’t be around babies right now.  I haven’t seen a 3d baby in a long time and I don’t see that status changing any time soon.


Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 49 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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