Not doing well today

Today I feel like complete and utter crap.  So weak that I can hardly sit in my chair without falling over.  My hemoglobin was lower, but not dangerously low, so I don’t know why I feel so bad.  I hope I just caught some little bug and it blows over quickly, but with my luck it’s a precursor to something horrible.  I will be glad to get the bone marrow biopsy over on Friday and get the results a week later.   I’m holding out hope that I do not have cancer again. But the symptoms and the blood stat drops only point to one thing.  I went into remission in February, which means I have had a big whopping 6 months of cancer free life.  If I don’t have cancer again, I will be truly surprised.

A bunch more people have said they are coming to my party now that I posted it openly and made some phone calls.  It’s cool.  Probably around 50 people total will be there.  That is cool.   I was going to switch the catering to Olive Garden, but with that many people, that would be cost prohibitive.  So, we are back to Bar-B-Q, I can’t remember the name of the place off the top of my head, but they make good Bar-B-Q.  It’s the place that my brother uses for his party and that always works out beautifully.  That will make my mom happy, she wasn’t happy with Olive Garden.  My AIN’T DEAD YET Party might be my last big event.  I want as many of my friends to come that can.  And they seem to be saying they will be there.  Way cool guys.

The only problem the car repair place found with my car is a serious leak in the Rack and Pinion.  Which is going to cost us $1295.00.  So, it’s not multiple thousands like I expected.  That is good.  Needed a break somewhere.   Life has been sucking too much lately.  I should get my car back on Thursday.

I bowed out of the game tonight, I feel too horrible to try to sit there for 3 hours.  So, it’ll be a month or so before we resume assuming I don’t end up spending extra time at Mayo.  I know that most of my players will stick with me and be there when I get back, but the two new guys might not understand.  I will try to explain it to them and hope for the best.

I am currently laying in bed watching the WWE Raw Reunion from last night.  It’s actually been somewhat entertaining.  When I watch an entertaining RAW I wonder if the writers are the same ones who write their PPVs.  Cuz if they are, they have some serious problems going on… mental ones.  Showing the good stuff on regular TV and showing us crap of PPV.  So not right.  Just an observation… a lot of my pre-teen and teenager mark wrestlers have gotten OLD.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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