Somewhat better mood

I think I feel somewhat better today moodwise.  Still slept too much, but that is hard to change, easy to sleep more, difficult to sleep less.  But I have been smiling and in general happy most of the day.  This is right in time for my hemoglobin to be way down and I lose what energy I have.  I have a blood test scheduled for 4pm on Monday which is not going to have good news as the headline, but I really don’t care if it’s Tuesday or Wednesday I get blood,  MOHA or Mayo.   Either place the results will be the same, my hemoglobin is low, must get a blood infusion or maybe 2 bags.  But my mood isn’t down about this, like I said, I’m in a pretty good mood today so far.  I may be getting weak and fatigued this weekend, but I ain’t dead yet.

Teresa is making homemade spaghetti tonight.  That is homemade noodles and homemade sauce.  Yeah, I have said this a million times, I am the luckiest man alive.  Not only is she my caretaker and chauffer, she is also my home chef.  And I love her and almost everything she makes in the kitchen,   I wouldn’t give her up for anything.  And tonight we shall eat well.

I missed Gang Friday Night Game session again last night.  I was way down in the dumps.  Some day I will play with them and we will have a good time together.  Just have to get the timing right between bipolar/hemoglobin and gaming.  Trust me when I say I would rather be gaming.

Ya wanna know something, tv kinda sucks on Saturdays in the Fall if you are not into College sports.  I’ve been flipping channels for over an hour and keep coming back to the Music Choice channels.  At least for the most part I have found music I like to listen to.  But still, there should be SOMETHING on tv that is not a college football game during the day.

Lately, Teresa playing World of Warcraft has me somewhat interested in it again.  I’m sure I would get into for a  week or two and then be bored.  So interest will not spawn resubbing.  Maybe I will log into her account and level up some of the new battle pets she has gotten.  That should be enough WoW for me, really.

Might get back into Skyrim.  I think it has been long enough away from it to entertain me again, at least for a while.  I still haven’t fought a legendary dragon (level 75).  I deleted all my saves, so it’ll be starting over again.  Might just be fun.

Well, this is a shorter than normal blog.  Cuz although I am in a better mental place, I still don’t have a lot to say.  So, let me go grab a video and the I will disappear for a while.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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