I am so out of shape.

I did it, I got my blood that I needed so badly yesterday.  So, how did I celebrate?  By sleeping most of today.  From midnight to 9:30 from 11:30 to 3:30.  Teresa wouldn’t let me sleep from 5 on.  Now it’s just past 7pm and would still love to crash for another hour or so.  As it is I am gonna have to take extra meds to sleep tonight.  Oh well, not the first time I have had to take extra melatonin to get to sleep and certainly won’t be the last.  I’m just glad melatonin works so well on me that I don’t HAVE to rely on Ambien.


I chose not to play Dungeons and Dragons with the Gang tonight.  Too tired to think straight.  Dammit, I am coming up with lame excuses not to play.  I should be jumping at the chance to play.  But no, I come up with the too tired to think straight excuse.  My friends should dump me, I am too lame for words.


I discovered today that I am totally out of shape.  A flight of stairs down and then up wiped me out for 20 minutes.  Unloading the dishwasher wiped me out for 15.  Hard time breathing, and general wanting to lay down after doing each activity was the results of my little chores.  It sucks, I am gonna have to do something about this.


My brother and mother found out some bad news that may stop them from buying the house.  When you live with someone your credit has a tendency to merge.  Not just the good things, but the bad as well.  Well, this may cause ridiculous amounts of problems.  I hope they can get it straightened out and mom can buy the house she wants.  And as it stands the loan company moved the closing and move in date to the 30th.    Problems problems problems.


Looks like Thanksgiving will  be back at Ruby’s.  Not a big deal.  Just really wanted to have it at my mom’s new place.


Thanksgivingfest is still up in the air.  I really do want to go at least for a little while.  But its a 3 hour drive from my mom’s, so that might rule it out.


well, I have nothing else really to talk about.  So off I go.


Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 48 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (26 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap.

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