Trying to eat right failing misesrably

Still losing weight, 196.8.  Eating like I am supposed to.  Looking good (if you ignore the fact that I am very pale and very dry skinned).  I get hungry often, but can’t eat much.  Trying real hard to eat the 5 or 6 small meals a day, its just really difficult.  LOL, the BMI Calculator says I am Overweight. Silly BMI Calculator says I can go down to around 180.5.  I would be a stick.   But anyhow, Teresa is doing her best to feed me stuff that should fatten me up some.  I would like to get back up to the 207-210 range, it’s where I felt most comfortable.

Just have to make it to Monday and I will feel better.  Monday I get blood as you all should know.  In the interim I am feeling pretty bad.  My hemoglobin of 7.5 on Thursday will probably be a 6.8 on Monday morning.  The lowest it has been in quite a while.  I’m still not sure what Dr. Wehbe was thinking, this just means more work for his nurses as 6.8 becomes 8.6 which quickly drops to 7.5 which means (normally) more blood.  Which means more work for his nurse, which means more trips to the infusion place the hospital.  He should have sent me for blood on Friday.

I go see my shrink Dr. Eastin on Tuesday.  I didn’t appreciate his choice of anti-depressants.  So, it should be an interesting appointment.  Not that I am depressed anymore.   I don’t think I need an anti-depressant.  I have plenty of contact with Mayo, which lack of what triggers my anxiety and depression.  With the contact I am getting, I feel good mentally.  Physically right now, I am a wreck.  But mentally I am solid.

Teresa is currently removing my sleep apnea stuff and replacing it with my duo-neb for my coughing/asthma.  Since I have lost so much weight, I don’t really have sleep apnea right now.  Which is a good thing in my opinion.  Now with the sleep apnea machine and the Cleaning machine off my bookcase, I have a lot of room that I have no clue what to do with.  Oh well, I always am getting new junk that I want to keep for a while.  So it’s all good, Teresa really loves me.

This weeks AEW wrestling wasn’t as good as the last few.  I was disappointed.  It’s just think they have everything going for them, and they should be able to have solid good matches all the time.  And stop with the jumpings and boring promos, although the Jericho/MJF promo was funny although it achieved nothing itself.

I think NXT has a better show this week.  Although I hate interference in ladder matches.

Teresa just ordered me new sweats.  Even though I have lost 20+ pounds, I am still the same width around where I wear my sweats.   Interesting.  I lost a lot of gut, and some of my chin.  But nothing around the waist.  It’s all good.  Eventually  I will start gaining again and my sweats will still fit.  Heh.

I got my set of Airpod Pros today.   Bummed to find out, whereas the Airpods will work with my laptop, the Airpod Pros will not.  So, I have to decide if I am going to return the Pros or keep them to listen to my iPhone and Ipad.  Decisions/Decisions.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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