well, I guess I can’t be right all the time

Last night we played in Jason’s Dungeons and Dragons Eberron game and everyone else thought it was great.  I didn’t.  Not because of anything or anyone but me.  Firstly, I felt horrible last night, feeling bad makes for miserable time.  But secondly, and more importantly I decided I didn’t like Mit, my character.  Role Playing was great, interaction with the DM and the other players was wonderful, but everything else with Mit was blah.  I thought I had found the perfect class for me, but I couldn’t have been more wrong.  So, I talked with Jason today and he has agreed to let me switch out my character.  But I kind of am stuck, I don’t know what I want to play instead, and I kind of have to make that decision 3 hours ago to give Jason time to tweak things for Sunday’s game.  So, I have made about 20 characters in the last few hours and NONE of them have reached out and said PLAY ME.  Frustrating to say the least.  I love Jason’s game and I love his style as DM.  He told me to find a personality and let the character build around that.  Maybe that’s my problem, I haven’t been able to come up with a good personality for a character.  I guess after I finish this blog entry that I will go back to character building and see what I can come up with.

I feel kinda crappy today too.  It’s like Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I am good, Thursday, Friday and Saturday I pay for feeling good.  Happens almost every week.  Just like I don’t have enough energy to last all week, so we will just have a crappy rest of the week.  SUCKS, it sucks I say.

I reported that it was the Candy Warehouse that has Orange and Cream Jones Soda, well it’s really the Candy Clubhouse.  My bad, correction has been posted. Did not go and get any yet, don’t have a mask that fits right and don’t want to get Covid-19, so not going anywhere except medical places until my mask from Laura shows up.

My mom and brother just bought a house, as I have reported here.  Then my brother was let go from his job of 8 years during a company merger.  So now he is looking for work.  Pretty standard stuff.  He hasn’t gotten anything going yet in Chicago, where he wants to work.  But he found a job in Longmount, CO (I think that is the name of the city) that he is “a perfect fit for”.  He has a phone interview set up.  Part of me wants him to get the job cause I think unemployment is driving him crazy, but the bigger part of me wants him to get a job in Chicago and stay in the house they just bought and fixed up.  So people if you are in Chicagoland and know somewhere that is looking for a NOC person, let me or my brother know.  He is a damn good worker and loyal to a fault.

In 2 days it is the 2 year anniversary of my stem cell transplant.  Seems like it hasn’t been nearly that long, but calendars don’t lie.  May 17, 2018 was my stem cell transplant.  And I had almost a year of normalcy.  Then the dark days.  Then the chemo which has saved my life for the time being.  Well, in all likelihood a second stem cell transplant will occur within the next 12 months.  Maybe that one won’t have the problems this one did.  We shall see.

My sleep is getting messed up again, after all that I went thru to fix it.  Woke up at 3am this morning and couldn’t fall back asleep till 5.  Then I failed at napping around 10:15 and gave up at noon.  So I am gonna be all screwed up again I think.  Not happy about that.

OK, short entry today.  You all have a wonderful Friday.  Peace

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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