Busy yesterday evening, slept in today

I slept in today, barely waking to take my 7am pill, I slept till 10:30am. Then got up and had leftover pizza, caught up of Facebook, and checked my email. It felt good to sleep in, mind you there still might be a nap later, but sleeping in was what I needed.


I said I wasn’t gonna do and I went and done it anyway. I found a new Dungeons and Dragons game on Saturday nights. I am getting in on the very beginning of the campaign. Otherwise I would have not joined on a Saturday night. I texted with the DM for a half hour last night, he is old school like me. I think we are going to become friends. I have a voice chat with him at 4ish today to just make sure I can understand his Louisiana accent lol. But I will probably be making a character tonight.


Also yesterday, I volunteered to DM for a bunch of Europeans (the posters term). That is if Discord doesn’t have bad lag between here and there. It will start in 3 weeks on Thursday afternoons for me, which is evening for them. The weird thing is the contact guy friended me on Discord but didn’t say anything, so I don’t know whats going on with that. I accepted his friend request and said Hello and he/she/it started playing Terraria. <shrug>


Between adding late Saturday night, and possibly Thursday afternoon I have decided not to try to do a Sunday afternoon game, this will disappoint a few people, but I am sure they will understand.


Anxiety level is thru the roof, but I can’t take Xanax until tonight cuz it makes me stoned and puts me to sleep. So I just have to live with it right now. Still feeling anxious about going to Mayo. Stupid anxiety to have. Been to Mayo a bajillion times and nothing bad has ever happened. So why am I freaking out about it?

Speaking of Mayo and anxiety. I will be fine once I am there. However, the day after I have my bone marrow biopsy, I will start being anxious about the results. Maybe I am a little anxious about them already and I haven’t even had the test yet. Stupid stupid anxiety.


The Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday of the week after Mayo visit are chemo days. Just what I need. Maximum anxiety with a touch of chemo. Blah. At least the chemo will be administered at the close office, they are reopening on that Monday, the 1st of June. That is the only good thing coming up, not having to drive downtown anymore.


Oh yeah, I got the updated spelljammer information today. Gonna start reading thru it in a little bit. Dungeons and Dragons in space. Yeah buddy. Thank you Adam S of the Greater Des Moines Dice and Dragons meetup group. I owe you one.


It’s noon and I have achieved nothing I wanted to do today and it feels pretty darn good. Soon Teresa will stir from her computer to find lunch unless she is super busy then she skips lunch. I will poke my head in there and see how she is doing after I finish this.


well, I guess that is it for now. Peace to my brothers and sisters who read this.

Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 50 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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