Yesterday was a long day

Yesterday went by so slowly. I only took 1 nap of an hour. So the day seemed longer than most. I tried to take a second nap, laid there for 45 minutes going “it’d be nice to get some sleep right now” the whole time, so I got up. I am not used to being awake so many hours during the day. It feels weird. I know its not; I know most people get up in the morning, don’t take any naps, and stay up all day and into the night. I am NOT most people. I like to nap. And fatigue usually demands a nap or two. So yesterday was just strange. I hope today is back to normal, makes the day go quicker.

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Yesterday morning I had to kick a friend out of my Thursday night Chronicles of the Lost Dungeons and Dragons game cuz he couldn’t/wouldn’t/didn’t comply with a really REALLY simple request. I felt bad about it, cuz like I said he is a friend, but this wasn’t the first time he flaked on me, but it is the last. No more will I ask him to join any game I am running, nope not gonna do it.

However, I found someone to replace him. Original Dave is playing on Thursday nights as well as Tuesday nights. So the party is now Dave, other Dave, Cori, Kayla, Scott and Craig. They are playing a Druid, a Fighter, A Bard, A Rogue, A Warlock, and a Ranger, respectively. A well balanced party. I am happy with the change. That made me feel bad and good at the same time. Now I am so over feeling bad, I just feel good about this group.

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Tonight is Maloon, today when not napping, I will be redoing almost everything I have ready for tonight. lol. The party is just too powerful and I did this to myself. Gave out magic items like I was Monty Hall (did I just age myself?). But yeah, if Thursday night goes well, I might kill Tuesday night or restart it. I doubt I will have all the same players, but I might if I restarted it with the new rules I have chosen. Anyhow as of now, we will continue to play the way we have been no matter how hard I have made it on myself. Such is my grave, so I have to lie in it.

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Thursday during the day I am going to see Chris the PA. I have been getting dizzy for no apparent reason and I passed out last January for no apparent reason, so Dr. Alkhateeb wanted me to have my heart checked, and since I am still getting dizzy quite often, doesn’t hurt to get my ticker checked. Would suck to have a bad heart after all this cancer crap. I don’t think there is anything wrong with my heart, but gotta get an EKG and find out.

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With seeing Chris and maybe getting an EKG on Thursday afternoon, I am gonna have to throw out everything and redo everything for Thursday night on Wednesday. Well, not everything, but a lot of it. Don’t worry folks, I do this all the time. I end up not liking what I have and doing it over at the last minute. It has worked for me so far. But I am hoping to change.

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Last night I registered for Gen Con Online 2020. It was free and now I know some of the tricks I didnt know for last year about panels and stuff. But a lot of it is being done on Discord, so its all good. I may even make a one shot and run it. Gotta think about that.

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I hate when you pay for 2 day shipping and it take 5 days for UPS to pick the item up to bring to you. It just isn’t right. My Chill book is still sitting there when it should have been in my grubby mitts today. Oh well, it is coming eventually.

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Every time I try to prune my Facebook friends list, I suddenly remember who that person is it to me. The rest of the time, I have no clue who they are and think I should remove them. Damn chemo brain.

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Author: Jeff Campbell

I am 49 year old guy, who beat blood cancer but is getting his butt kicked by bone marrow cancer. At this point it appears I am dying. Married and in love with the most wonderful woman in the world (27 years). She has stood by me thru a lot of crap and I love her so.

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