We mad it to the Region on Thursday night in record time.  Thank you Waze and cruise control.  It was an all together uneventful drive from Adel, Iowa to Portage, Indiana.  Normally 6+ hours done in 5 1/2. WOOT.  Not saying Teresa had a lead foot, just saying cruise control was locked in and very rarely did it click off.  —–

The trip down to Fishers from Portage was also uneventful.  Just have to make the observation that Iowa and Illinois have incredible nice roads and Indiana has road construction.  A LOT of road construction.  Waze on numerous occasions warned of a police up ahead to find no police and transversely didn’t mention a police when one was there.  But one way or the other, this 3+ hour trip was done in exactly 3 hours.  Even with coming to a complete top twice on the 465.


I am at Bruce and Cori’s, ready for bed.  It’s only 9pm my time, but damn I am tired.  I will be going to sleep soonly.  But it has been great hanging out all afternoon evening with Cori and then the evening with Bruce too.  You know the kind of people you just feel comfortable with automatically?  That is Cori and Bruce.  We talked and talked about lots of things.  It just feels right being with them.

Tomorrow is Thanksgivingfest (still one word, not two).  The Gang has been doing this gathering since 1991.  Long before having a pre-thanksgiving party became a thing.  No, I don’t believe it has happened every year for us, but in the last several years or so, it’s been continual.  Gang members from across the nation have been known to make appearances.  It’s a way cool event, bet  you wish you could come.

My back hurts tonight.   Silly me didn’t take any stretch breaks on the way down here.  So my back is reminding me that sitting for so long HURTS.  Heh.  Tomorrow will be a lot of sitting too.  I have meds for that.  Flexeril and Pain Killers that I have been hanging on to.  No better time to break those out.  Yeah, they make me a little loopy, but hey, it’s a party.

I am really missing Teresa tonight, but I totally understand her reasoning for not coming down with me.  It’s all good.  I did just FaceTime her.  Seems everyone up there took at least a 3 hour nap (Jim slept 6 hours).  Then they sat around til 7pm, then went to Red Lobster, where she ate crab.  She said mom and Jim were done 1/2 hour before her.  But she didn’t care, she had crab.  I hope tomorrow goes by quickly so I can get back up there on Sunday.

Can’t wait for December 1st.  I am actually jazzed about playing in a D&D game.  Next to zero stress.  Danny has really been working his butt off to make this good.  I am very much looking forward to it starting.  I am hoping we don’t have a session zero and get right into the game.  It should be EPIC.

My blog post about Thanksgivingfest will probably happen Sunday evening.  Tomorrow night I fully expect to be dead tired since festivities don’t end til midnight.  Then again we are all getting old, it might end sooner and you might get the report tomorrow night.  We shall see.

In dedication to all who will be driving this holiday season….

D&D, Bone Marrow, and getting out of here

Heya, some of you might notice the new banner.  I replaced the Gnolls with Yuan-ti.  Yuan-ti are to be my new arch enemies in the new D&D game I will be playing in starting the week after Thanksgiving.  I am really looking forward to playing this game. Danny really is putting a lot of work into it.  My Ranger’s backstory fits in perfectly with what Danny has compiled, so it’s all good.  Can’t wait to get started.

Went to see Dr Wehbe (my cancer doc) today, platelets have stalled out at 30.  Supposed to be 150 to 450.  He has no clue as to why my platelets are so low.  He is going to order yet another bone marrow biopsy after I get back from vacation.  I really don’t think it’s leukemia again.  I don’t know what to think it is.  Just sucks having platelets so low.  Anyhow, he is all for us going to Mayo Clinic up in Minnesota and having them take a run at fixing my platelet problem.  When I mentioned Mayo Clinic, he was all for it, he is really the befuddled.

Therapy yesterday went fairly well.  We talked mostly about what is bothering me the most, which is my platelet issue.  My therapist’s husband got AML shortly after I went into remission.  So she has more of a clue as to what I am going thru than your average therapist would have.

We are leaving for the Region in a couple hours.  It’ll be good to get the heck out of here and forget my problems for a week.  OK, I won’t forget them, just won’t be sitting at home thinking about them.  Portage, specifically, has changed so much, but somehow it still feels like going home.  And getting to see mom and Jim are just bonus.

Thanksgivingfest (one word, not two like some people write it), is Saturday.  Cakes are all set to be picked up between 10:30 and 11.  The party itself will go from noon to midnight or so.  With food being served at 1 o’clock and munching happening all the rest of the time.  I know I have said it before, but I look forward to Thanksgivingfest every year.  It’s my only chance to see the Gang every year.  Now not all of the Gang show up, but enough to make it feel good to hang out with your best friends who are family.

Lunch the day after has been cancelled.  Much to the bummer.  Shawn and Andi are both going out of town.  It’s all good, it’ll give me a chance to get back to the Region at a reasonable hour.  So, I will only be in the Indy area Friday night, Saturday, and Sunday morning.  That is fine.  Gives me more time with mom and Jim in the Region.

Taking 2 laptops, maybe 3 with us.  I am taking 2 myself and I believe Teresa is taking her old work mac laptop.  She might have to work tonight after we get to the Region.  That would SUCK.  She really needs a vacation more than I do.   She works way too hard and way too much.  She needs to get away from her phone and just chill for a while.  I worry about her.

My new laptop is going so we can play WoW.  My old laptop is going so I can check Facebook and play Civ4 Warlords while Teresa plays WoW.  My old laptop will go with me down to Fishers (Indy) so I can show Cori the cook little program I use to make characters for D&D.  My old laptop still works, just takes 10-15 minutes to boot.

I guess I need to finish packing and help with all the other stuff we have to get ready to go.  Us going somewhere for a week is a big production.  Bigger than it should be, especially with Teresa taking a bunch of cooking stuff since “she is cooking Thanksgiving”.  We are gonna jam a lot into our little Dart.

D&D and whats going on

I decided to join a D&D game online that a friend is running.  The stress of trying to run 2 games before was too much for the depression set in but SAD.  But joining a game as a player is pretty much no pressure and so far making the character has been kinda uplifting.  I made 10 characters, narrowed it down to 4, waiting on the others to concretely pick their characters and then I will choose which of the 4.  I am drawn to each of the 4 for different reasons.  The 4 are, a Mystic, a Ranger, a Warlock, and an Evoker Wizard.  Each just calls to me in different ways.  I just don’t know right now.

Well, after Shawn cancelled and after I posted my post yesterday, Andi cancelled too.  So there is no lunch the day after.   Instead I will get an earlier start back to the Region on Sunday.  Both Shawn and Andi had good reasons for not making it, I hold no ill will to either.  But I did make both of them put November 18th, 2018 into their phones for next years lunch.  lol.

Thanksgivingfest is gonna be great this year.  Looks like 15ish people are gonna show.  Gonna have great food, great times hanging out with great people.  Sam and Shel’s house is a little small for many more than 15, so it’s all good.   I am so looking forward to seeing these people, I only get this one shot every year.  I am lucky to call the Gang my friends, my family.

Tonight I get my head shaved again down to a 2.  Been asking Teresa to do it for the last 3 weeks and finally we have it scheduled.  Evenings around here tend to get busyish and we forget until it’s too late.  We have our Alexa reminding us tonight.

Tomorrow is mental therapy.  Cheryl, my therapist, is a great person.  I still to this date am not sure therapy is helping me in any way, but I like talking to her, so it’s all good.

Then Thursday I find out how much further my platelets have dropped.  My first appointment that Teresa is not going to be at.  She has to be at work, just has to.  I hope that it’s not a drastic drop, as if it drops too much they will want me to get platelets infused and that will throw everything off.  I figure it’ll be a point or 2, and I will be fine for now.  Hopefully Dr Wehbe got some help from Iowa City and there is a new plan to fix my platelet issue.

Then after the cancer doc appointment, and after lunch, it’s off to the Region we go.  Off to see my mom and brother, off to Fishers, Indiana on Friday, Indy proper on Saturday, back to the Region on Sunday.  Hang out there for a few days.  Then back to Adel on Thanksgiving.  Whirlwind trip. Drive Drive Drive.

And for the record, I love my wife.  Thank you Babykins for coming with me on this trip.  Even though you can’t go to Thanksgivingfest, you are the greatest for just coming to the Region with me.


I don’t have a title for this one

Is it possible to excited and depressed at the same time?  Well, that is what I am right now.   Excited about the things happening this weekend and next week.  Depressed because of fricking fall.  The good news is that I will be able to fake it til its real and be in a good mood for this weekend.  Yes, I won’t be depressed for Thanksgivingfest or Sunday Lunch.  I won’t be depressed while in the Region or having Thanksgiving.   The bad news is, I normally crash into a bigger depression after I get back.   Heh, at least no one except Teresa sees that.

The cakes are ordered.  Set to be picked up between 10:30am and 11am on Saturday morning on our way to Sam and Shel’s.  So glad that Taylor’s Bakery is on the way.  Things do work out from time to time.

I really wish that Teresa was able to come with me to Thanksgivingfest, but Mojo would go nuts and howl and cry and poop in places where he isn’t supposed to if we left him just with mom and Jim.  So Teresa will be staying at my brother/mother’s house and I will be going down to Indianapolis.  It’s a good thing that my wife and my mother get along so well, it would be a nightmare if it was any other way.

Thinking of cancelling experience gain on Ughughkill.  That way I can literally do EVERY quest in Draenor.  Oh, this is WoW talk in case you didn’t know.  As is stands right now, he is level 96 and can see every quest still in Frostfire, Gorgrond, Talador, and the Spires.  If he were to try to do all those quests he would hit level 100 which I am trying to avoid at this time.  Stopping experience only costs 10 gold to stop it and 10 gold to resume it.  Ugh has plenty of gold, so that’s not an issue.   Teresa pointed out that nothing forces me to go on to Legion at 100 and I can continue on in Draenor until I am out of quests with all xp shrunk for back content when I hit 100.  Heh, I just don’t know.  Right now, Ugh is just sitting in his garrison sending followers on missions while I am trying to decide.  LOL,  Ughughkill is being a pacifist atm.   But that was after over a year of sitting in Orgrimmar doing nothing,

I started a new warlock on Thrall, his name is Haphaizo.  I already forget what language it was, but it roughly translates to Killing It.   Demonology Warlocks can do a lot of damage, especially later in levels.  But even early I should be top 2 dps in dungeons if not top dps.  It’s all good, I just decided I like warlocks after all.  So different than my warrior fall back.  I have so many warriors, so so so many warriors.  I need to play something besides warriors from time to time.  Keeps wow interesting for longer.

Shawn just told me via Facebook that he can’t make lunch on Sunday.   Shawn cancelled yet again.   Good excuse though, his parents just moved to North Cakalaky (Carolina) and he and his family are leaving on Saturday to go visit.  I understand.  It’s all good.  His kids need to see his grandparents.  He also said that 2018 he will make lunch.  We shall see.

Hopefully I will hear from Andi today, and she won’t cancel on me.  It’ll be good to see her again.  She has quite possibly been my friend for the longest time.  All my other friends come from High School or Ball State or later in life.  She is one of the few who I knew from pre-high school.  Heh.  Damn, we have know each other a long time.

Funny thing happened this weekend.  I surprised Teresa by telling her we were leaving this Thursday.  She honestly thought there was one more week.  She had bought a lot of food to cook for dinners this week and had made plans to do an overnight maintenance on Thursday.  Doh, kinda hard to work when we are on vacation, I mean technically she could do the work, but that would completely suck and I am not going to let her anyway.

Oh yeah, this is a note to myself.  I have therapy on Wednesday at 2:15 and Dr Wehbe on Thursday at 11am.  OK, those are in my head now.  Sorry to interject that here, but it helps me remember so ignore if you will.

Too much driving.

Thanksgivingfest is this coming Saturday… where did the time go?  I still haven’t ordered the cakes.  I will do that first thing tomorrow.  Cakes are what I am bringing to the party.  It turns out that Taylor’s Bakery in Fishers, one of the best bakeries in the Indy area, is located on the way out of town towards Sam and Shel’s.  So, convenience and good cakes, can’t ask for more and it’s not like I can bring much else.

I am looking forward to seeing the Gang.  Well, part of the Gang at least.  Only like 15 people have confirmed they are going and there are like 30 people in the extended Gang, maybe a few mort than that.  Some live to far away, some never come, and some we just don’t know why they won’t come.  It’s all good, I will see who I see and will have a damn good time of it.

I am also looking forward to my lunch with Shawn and Andi next Sunday.  Do to things, our lunch hasn’t been as regular as Thanksgivingfest.  But I am pretty sure we are having lunch together somewhere on Sunday.  More good times.

I woke up at 5am 😦  My back is/was killing me.  Too much time in bed can be almost as bad as sitting too long.  I barely got out of bed yesterday, so I am paying the price now.  I truly hate my back.  I hate that there is nothing that can be done to fix it.  I hate the pain.  It just sucks.  Now watch, the pain doc office will call to get me in while I am on vacation.  That would be my luck.

Seasonal Affective Disorder isn’t being as bad right now.  I sit in the “magic light” for a couple hours every day, and I have a diversion.  World of Warcraft is keeping my mind occupied for the most part so I can’t dwell on gloom and doom.  I think the diversion is doing more for me than the light.

Teresa put a pork butt and seasonings in the crock pot yesterday evening and by late yesterday evening the whole house smelled wonderful.  We are having pulled pork for dinner tonight.  Happy tummy.

Either the sensor is bad or one (or more) of Teresa’s cars tires is bad.  We took the car into the shop a few weeks back and they said the sensor and tires were fine.   I (almost) refuse to believe that the tires are bad now.  I really think it’s a bad sensor.  One way or the other that is the car we are taking to the Region and I am taking to Fishers (Indy).   I don’t see us on the side of the road with a flat tire, that’d suck.

This trip is going to be entirely too short, but it has to be done this way.  We are leaving here on Thursday afternoon and driving to the Region, that is a little over a 6 hour drive.  Then I am leaving the Region at noon on Friday to get to Fishers hopefully by 4 or 5 central time, which is 5 or 6 there time.  It’s normally a little over a 3 hour drive, but with my back and neck, I figure I am gonna be making quite a few stops on the way just to save my back.  So, I am figuring 4 or 5 hours, construction and stops.  Yeah 4 or 5 hours.  Then I do the reverse drive back on Sunday afternoon.  Then I spend a few days in the Region, and we head back Thanksgiving evening.  Teresa actually has to work that Friday.

It’s a short trip, especially considering all the driving we are going to do.  8 days, but 1 1/2 in Indy and 3 1/2 in the Region.  The rest of the time is driving 😦   Oh well, it’s better than not seeing these people.  So, reminder to myself, post when we will be in the Region on Facebook so my Region Rat friends will have a chance to see us.

Somehow, Teresa went from “I will cook Thanksgiving” to “I will cook the Ham and Turkey”.  Um, Babykins, throwing the bird and the ham in the oven is the easier part I think.  Getting ALL the side dishes together is a lot more work.  But hey, whatever you and my mom and Ruby figure out.  It’s all good when we get to eat.

I went to youtube to get a specific song.  DJ Sammy and Do’s version of Heaven.  I found the official video for it, and it is entirely too weird, even for me.  So whereas I love the song, I won’t post the video.  If you are curious, go look it up.

So instead, for your listening enjoyment….  Santana ft Rob Thomas.  SMOOTH

Rough Day, WoW, and a Smooth Criminal

Seasonal Depression has taken ahold of me this afternoon.  Looking outside, it’s dull and gray and lifeless.  Heh, you can almost describe me the same way right now.  I’m ready for Fall to be over and Winter to set in.  Yeah, a lot of people love Fall, that it is their favorite season.  I hate Fall, it turns a normally happy guy into a big depressed grump.

And don’t even get me started on the time change.  I could do without waking up at 5 in the morning.

World of Warcraft has been nicely moderating my SAD problems.  Not counting today, I have been bummed but not down.  I mentioned the three guilds I joined last time.  The one I like the management of the most is on the least.  Yesterday I logged into the character 15 times, and 13 of those times no one else is on.  So, I will probably be leaving that guild.  The 2nd guild I like is the one with a limit on alts (other character besides the main one you play).  I am an altaholic, I have 5 characters I am actively playing, and they limit to 4 (a main and 3 alts).  I actually have 6 characters I am actively playing, for the 6th I started a guild of 1 called “Unguilded by Choice”.  I was tired of guild spam flashing up on my screen.  The 3rd Guild is the one I will probably bring my menagerie to.  They have no silly limits to alts, there is always someone else on, and the people are pretty cool.  So yeah, that is probably where I will end up.   All 3 are great guilds, I hold nothing against any of them.  Just with 2 I had little problems.

In WoW, I gave my wife a level 15 Clockwork Gnome battle pet.  You can only get them thru archaeology and she HATES archaeology.  I happen to love it.   Well, she ran into a problem where she needs a Clockwork Gnome.  I had 2, so I gave her 1.   Tonight I will be giving her a Voodoo Idol battle pet, another pet you can only get thru archaeology.  I will be giving her a level 25 (max level) cuz that’s the kind of guy I am.  I could give her a level 1, but I like to level my pets.  I have 2 25s and a level 1.  Yeah, I will give her a 25.

Trying every day to win Syd the Squid from Christoph @ the Darkmoon Faire (a week long event in WoW that happen first full week of the month).  I got beating him down to a science.  I never lose to him.  It’s just the Random Number Generator hasn’t hit for me.  No luck there.  I have beaten him at least 100 times now.  I know a couple people who got Syd as a prize on the first try.  Not me.  I will get it some day.

It’s 11 days til Thanksgivingfest.  If I wasn’t so down, I’d be getting excited about it.  Heck, we leave for the Region next Thursday after lunch.  It’s happening whether I am depressed or not.  6+ hours as a passenger in the car on Thursday.  3 1/2+ hours driving on Friday.  Chilling out on Saturday.  Then 3 1/2+ hours driving back on Sunday.  That’s a lot of car time over 4 days.

My back is still THRASHED.  I have a small supply of pain pills.  Those will definitely be going with me on the trip.  Flexeril and pain pills.  I can get thru this.  Yup.  This trip will be painful, but yeah, I can do it.

Still no call from my pain doc’s office.  They have WAY too many patients for the size of their practice.  I’m sorry, when I had to go 4 months from my appointment for a scheduled appointment, they are too fricking busy.  I understand there is the need, but it puts people like me out.  The shot he put in my neck has worn off, so not only is it my mid and lower back, its the neck/shoulder too.  Bah, I will see him December, get another shot and then not see him until Spring.  lol.

The dogs took to the dog stairs really well.  Pucky doesn’t have to strain to get up the steps and Mojo doesn’t freak out and scratch cuz the jump was too awkward.  Probably in the top 10 best money we have spent this year.

McRibs are back at McDonalds.  Yeah, I am not a huge fan of McDonalds in general.  But I do love me the McRib.  So tonight for dinner Teresa is bringing me a couple.  Color my taste buds happy.

I love my record/cd/amfm/Bluetooth/some more things player.  Well, at least the record player part and the radio part.  CDs will forever be played on my computer.  And I have no music on any device with Bluetooth.  Yeah, my phone uses a normal ring.  I have been too lazy to set up music and ringtones and so forth.  It rings, I look at caller ID, I decide if I want to answer it or not.  I play some games on it.  That’s about it.

Today sucks.  I am trying to find this condition, but not doing well at all.  Maybe some music will help.  Now to go find the perfect song on youtube.

Oh what a pain in the… (revisited)

So much back pain, and no appointment until almost Christmas at my pain doctor’s office.  They have me on the will call if something opens up, but with the holidays coming everyone in pain is looking for relief, myself included.  The shot in the neck he gave me in August has totally warn off.  The rest of the back is still totally thrashed.  I can force myself to sit, but sitting is what causes my back to flare up.  Can’t stand all the time, can’t always be sprawled in bed either.  Doesn’t just kinda sucks, it totally sucks.

Yup, I am definitely driving down to Thanksgivingfest and lunch the day after.  Would love to fly, but 1. too costly and 2. the times don’t work for me.  So, I will drive the 3 1/2 – 4 hours down to Fishers Indiana, home of Bruce and Cori.  It may take me 6 to 7 hours as I plan to take a lot of breaks to just stretch my back.  But I am gonna make it.  I will just catch a ride with Bruce and Cori over to Sam’s house for actual Tfest on Saturday.  Then Sunday I will leave right after lunch with Shawn and Andi and anyone else they bring along or show’s up.  Again, it’s 3 1/2 – 4 hours with minimal stops, I don’t think my back will hold up for minimal stops, so think lots of stops.  But I am gonna do this.

My mood is going up and down.  It seems I want to be happy while SAD is bringing me down.  Rapid Cycling is the result.  World of Warcraft is being a great diversion.  Waiting for Teresa to say she is ready to play our characters that have already started together into Legion.  I think she wants to, but she doesn’t want to disturb me while I am already playing other characters.  Guess I will have to let her know I’ll drop the other character’s to level Pugno on the horde side, and Quash on the Alliance side.  Either one would make me happy.

I started characters on the Dalaran server as a diversion, but I am enjoying the guilds I have joined.  Well, I have 3 horde characters, 2 guilded who are leaving their guild tomorrow, and I have 6 alliance characters. 3 guilded to different guilds, 1 hunter who I using as a guild sig monkey, and a warlock I just started tonight who is unguilded at this point.  Of the 3 guilds that my 3 alliance are in, I have no idea which I like better.  The first one, my fury warrior was given 3 2500gp bags as then treated real nice by everyone.  My Pally joined a family feeling guild, which I totally love.  My Rogue joined a guild which seems to have welcomed me with open arms.  I really need to pick one.  I just don’t know at this time.

I haven’t even though of playing another game since getting back into WoW.  World of Warcraft is kind totally controlling.  I would say I am addicted, but I can quit at any time and not look back.  I do not have an addictive personality.  I am just a guy having fun with the game most of the time.  Yeah, having 9 characters doing the same stuff at basically the same time is kinda mind numbing, but maybe just maybe I need some mind numbing right now.  I did name my warrior HATE is Lithuanian when I was in a particularly down mood.  The rest of them have cool names.

I see my shrink next Friday and we are gonna discuss SAD again.  The lights don’t do jack for me.  For some people they are a miracle cure for SAD, for others, they are a really bright light source.  I fall into the really bright light source crowd.

I am gonna start walking again, hopefully starting tomorrow if I don’t come up with some lame excuse.  Exercise of the body is supposed to help again SAD too.  So my form of exercise is dedicated walking.  I got out of the habit a few months ago and now I am ready to get back to it.

Teresa bought Pucky and Mojo Chihuahua Stairs for the bed.  There is no more hearing Mojo scratch cuz he can’t time the jump to the next make shift stairs.  The funny thing is, these stairs can stand 200 pounds but they are billed as Chihuahua stairs.  That’s a lot of Chihuahuas.